Still Here

Yes, I still exist. I don't get on here often, my piggy and I do other things instead, yes that is the same piggy from my early days. I love you Deimos, He goes mostly by piggy now, and other names we share only with each other. it is five years now since we met, and our love is as strong now as it was then, if not more so. I have learned so much from my wee wittle piggy, but the greatest gift he has given me so far is the knwledge that I am worth Loving. Sounds simple doesn't it, but it took me four years to accept. I know one thng, Love can last, and grow if both the people in a relationship want it to, but both parties have to work to keep it alive. The moment you or your friend gives up the relationship is dead. Love is as strong as our will to keep it alive. Retain the will and it can beat all things, Lose heart, lose hope, give up, and Love withers and dies. Love based on if when,m if then, if if if, If you love me... That will die because there is no love there, the speaker doesn't truely care for their partner they want this and this and this. If that is what love means to you, you don't have it.Love means putting the other above yourself, for it to work out right both and or all oparties have to do this. who is going to look out for me if I don't? Piggy. He looks out for me, I look out for him. That is how it works and it can spread, love is not, and should not be limited to one alone. There's a wide world out there and most of the people in it are hungry for love. It doesn't have to be the romantic kind, but someone who can be there, someone who cares, even just a smile and a hug, can brighten a day.